I guess one big fear I have is for next fall, when I am living at home and basically having my ideal job for the moment this is all good stuff, but my network of friends is small to say the least. I do have a friend that I have gone to church with and is a solid Christian influence in my life and I have so much fun with her, but if I have to pick out one of the biggest lessons I have learned these past four years, it is that community is key for your Christian walk and right now I am learning that it is even more key when you go through rough seasons. I am praying for some sort of replacement for this community I have here on the team, with my roommates and other friends not on the team, supportive teachers/coaches. I had to start all over when I transferred in, my friends here saw this journey they know all about me and how I got here and what I need from them right now, but next year I am going to have to be a freshman all over again-this time a freshman to the real world.
However, amongst all this worrying I read Psalm 40 this morning, which was already highlighted from my first year for college...
1 I waited patiently for the LORD;
he turned to me and heard my cry. 2 He lifted me out of the slimy pit,
out of the mud and mire;
he set my feet on a rock
and gave me a firm place to stand.
3 He put a new song in my mouth,
a hymn of praise to our God.
Many will see and fear
and put their trust in the LORD.
He was faithful before, so I know that again He will grant me a "firm place to stand" held up by solid friends, and I will continue growing in and praising God-while the tune may be different due to different friends and environment, the words won't change...
you got it straight girl.. trust in the Lord and he will provide.. "delight in the Lord and He will provide you with the desires of your heart" So keep delighting in the Lord and he will lead you by your heart.
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OH KAELA...your heart is so sweet and tender to Our Lord...and I love what you say.
ReplyDeleteI waited patiently for the LORD and He heard my cry....I have gone to this verse so many times and it has brought me hope and comfort.
I pray everyday for your sweet family and hope that you can all enjoy Maren's wedding this weekend.
You are a bright shining star and JESUS is SO SO fond of you.
Love,
Missy