give me peace oh God

"Those who have the wind of the Holy Spirit in their souls glide ahead even while they sleep. If the vessel of our soul is still being tossed by winds or storms, we should wake the Lord who has been resting with us all along, and He will swiftly calm the sea."-Brother Lawrence

I am practicing asking God to take away my anxiety any time is arises, instead of letting it consume my thoughts and emotions and attitude, asking Him to remove it and replace those feelings with His love and grace and peace that transcends all understanding.

Highlights: I now have two jobs next fall, as coach and at a running store. Mt Hermon this summer as a counselor at ponderosa, I am so excited to poor my heart and soul for Christ into the girls in my cabin, and be there for them with wisdom and experience, lets face it with all my screw ups and experiences in life I am a good light to speak to high school girls. I cannot wait to spend this summer not for myself, but for others, I feel so used by God it is such a ridiculously perfect feeling and gives me joy every time I think about it.

So in God's will right now, things keep falling into place, it is so so beautiful.