Today Daddy got moved out of the ICU back up the the 5th floor, a much happier place compared to the ICU. My Daddy got in trouble today for having too many visitors (he would), the nurses thought it was making him more tired; but nevertheless people keep coming and we are SO not complaining and neither is Dad.
Today I was also lucky enough to visit with one of my best friends from 6th grade through high school, one of my beloved "3 musketeers", if anyone can make me laugh and keep my spirits up she is the girl for it. We mostly talked about the happier stuff in our lives, and how weird it is we are graduating college. One thing we talked about was post-graduation plans' we both threw out different ideas about what we hope to do, but at the end of the day we both could only say-but who really knows what is going to happen. She commented that she was freaking out more about the future early this year, but has since calmed down and is actually happier that she doesn't have concrete plans for next fall because she can do whatever she wants next fall because her mind keeps changing. I left our visit in very good spirits, and thinking about how we can make all the plans we want, but in the drop of a hat our world can change. If we focus on making plans for next week or next year, we won't be living everyday to it's fullest. Pondering the future of our family is too difficult to do, and really rather pointless. Taking everyday in stride is my goal right now, worrying about tomorrow or a few years from now will tear me apart with this situation. So I am making the vow to stop worrying so much about the future and to enjoy every day I have with my family. What will come will come and I don't need to be tied down by plans a year from now so I can do whatever it is I need to do and whatever it is God wants me to do and be wherever God will use me most.
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